SHUTUP BITCH!
Today i wanna talk about whats the problem with me, or whats wrong with you! So basically most of it or probably all of it was about my
ap p e a r a n c e. Like what the fuck is wrong with me, that will be disturbing you severely in your life. Who doesn't want to be freaken' perfect, or you may insult a ugly fat girl, do you think she don't wanna be pretty? Hey, who doesn't want to be pretty, or even handsome? So, you have NO rights to insult people with their looks. Get it? Even you're fucking can't stand their looks, just fuckoff, understand? Because they didn't provoke you, why you wanna talk about them? I know, i know that appearance is damn important, appearance is EVERYTHING. Other than insulting or give a ridiculous comments on them, why can't you just talk to them, or give them suggestions how to change in their looks?
Alright i shall stop those random thoughts and start on to the main topic. Sometimes, people are not insulting me, but when they just gave a stupid comment on me, i will take it as insulting, although its not. Okay, firstly, let me describe myself. I am : "Short, skinny, very tanned & ugly". Yep, thats fucking my life. m
Look yourself in the mirror, but i afraid that it would crack.
#SHORT.
K hi, imma shorty here. Okay firstly short people FTW, thats my thinking. I love being short, problem with it? There're countless of people saying that i am very short.. So, do you think you're freaken tall, if you did, please stand beside a giraffe, then tell me you're tall. Don't always tell me that, "at least i am taller than you." , thats so proud. Firstly, height doesn't affect my life, just people out there affecting me. You can joke @ my height at times, but not EVERY FUCKING MOMENT TY. If you're just fooling around, thats fine, if you're serious, fuckyourlife. To be frank, i wanted to grow just alittle bit taller, know why? I am bored and sick to be always infront, get what i mean? Lets say we're playing games, but we need to line up according to your height, k obviously i am always standing in the very front, and ofcos i will be separate with my friends, awesome shit. Or like class photos, i will be sitting infront, always! I forever can't stand beside my friends, again.. Or maybe some activities that you have to jump or whatever, yep i can't, but at least i am tryin' Yep, and my parents sometimes, infront of everyone asking me just to get the children ticket or fuck, because i think that is embarrassing, i don't know why. :x I just don't like it. But please, if i could control my height, i would be taller than you alright? But anyway, I don't really want to be tall, hardly gets a boyfriend ;) heh joking.
#SKINNY.
As people always said, skinny is a very good thing. I totally disagree, i hate being skinny. Sometimes clothes doesn't have your size, and you can't wear suuuuper nice clothes. If people insist saying that skinny is pretty, let me tell you, until you're very skinny, see will you still want to be skinny? Sometimes i complained to my friends saying i wanna be fat, i wanna be fatter, they will just tell me: "Do you know skinny is better than fat?" Yes, obviously i know, most of the people who are bigger in size would kena laughed by people or even kena make fun by people. Thats a very sad case, but i want to be fat, know why? At least if i am fat, i can go Jean yip or whatever company that can slim me down, then i can be normal. Not like being skinny, can't grow fat.. Theres a period of time, i was spamming foods like Marshpotato, or x2 of the amount of rice i always ate, like alot of things. 4-5 meal a day, cool? I am not squeezing the food in my stomach, i really can take the amount of food. REALLLLY I AM NOT KIDDING. I can spent 3 hours in Seoul Garden eating non stop likea pig, don't believe treat me there and i will show ya ;) Firstly, i love food, i can't resist good food, seriously. Don't doubt me thanks.
I hate people telling me all these:
"You're super skinny, eat more!"
"You didn't eat?!"
"Omfg, you look like a bamboo stick."
"You got anorexia!?"
My responds ~
#1 - I eat alot already, really.
#2 - I love to eat, I eat alot, more than my brother!
#3 - Lol, go and die. (To friends.)
- Lol, no. (To others.)
#4 - No, i eat alot la.
I hate #3 and #4 the most, wdffffff, you said i look like a bamboo stick? FUUUUUUUUU, i hate people saying that, i heard them like so many times, hey, i look like a bamboo stick, you look like a fugly fat pig k. And i seems like i got anorexia? Fuckyou, please don't anyhow sprout out words when you don't know me well. How can i live without yummy foods, prease. And there's once a salegirl in Cameron Highland said i got anorexia, fucking angry. Majority of the people said i got anorexia is those sales people outside. -'- Thats why i hate being skinny! People may say skinny is not an insult, to me, skinny is just insulting me, just that you don'tknow k. Some girls really want to be skinny, and not eating food, also taking skinny pills, or whatever when they're already normal. So do you think you look good like this? :
Can you freaking imagine if she's fatter, she will be the most beautiful?! I don'tknow why som girls wanted to end up being like this. Most common ones, their boyfriends said they're fat, so they wanted to be skinny, ending up having this disease, anorexia. So boys, remember this, once you commented something bad about a girl, she will remember it for life.
# VERY TANNED SKIN!
This is more of the common ones. This is what people always mention to me, saying that i very dark, very black. Firstly, i loved being tanned, i think tanned skin is much more hotter than those very fair and white ones. Nah joking. I know everyone wants a fiar, smooth white skin, but to me, i prefer darker skin tone. Dark skin tone makes you looks sportaneous and more active! I think at my age being tanned is nice, but when when you grow up like 20+, white fair skin will become important. But who's care, tanned skin still ftw. Many people thought imma malay, wtfffff, im a pure chinese girl.
There's a time, quite long ago already, i was ordering food @ kfc, yet the cashier was speaking malay to me, i was like, HUH!? Another time, recently @ Pastamania with Xuan, also ordering food, the cashier perosn asked me do i come from Philippine? NONONONONO! Imma Singaporean, PLEASE. I still remembered when i was Primary1, we sure do make new friends right, one bunch of people walk together into the toilet, i was speaking in Chinese, and a girl replied me : "Wow you so pro, you know how to speak chinese!?" Okay fucking awkward, i said yea, and she say malay knows how speak chinese so cool. Fuck, stunned, i am a chinese! Again, most of the people asked me are those cashier or friend's friends. Countless times this thing happened. But its okay, i love my skin colour. Hmmm, and sometimes, my friends even joke and laugh about me, saying imma indian, or whatever. K fine.
#EYEBAGS!
Yup, i have a very freaken thick eyebags, but as if i want them, so stop freaking comment on my eyebags. Know why, because i really dislike my eyebags the most, they looks really awful, iknowright? But no choice i have insomnia, i can't sleep at night, it takes me hours and hours. Additionally, my moms also have thick eyebags too, i am not exposing her, opps. But seriously, maybe its just comes from my mom? I don't know? Even if i have thick eyebags, whats to do with you? Are you my mom, my sist, or even my boyf to comment on my fucken eyebags. If no, then please shuddup, or sometimes you may just telling me about it, i am fine with it, but if you are really rude and intend to give those negative comments, please please stfu. It happened before anyw. Wtf right?
#UGLY.
Yup, i have a very freaken thick eyebags, but as if i want them, so stop freaking comment on my eyebags. Know why, because i really dislike my eyebags the most, they looks really awful, iknowright? But no choice i have insomnia, i can't sleep at night, it takes me hours and hours. Additionally, my moms also have thick eyebags too, i am not exposing her, opps. But seriously, maybe its just comes from my mom? I don't know? Even if i have thick eyebags, whats to do with you? Are you my mom, my sist, or even my boyf to comment on my fucken eyebags. If no, then please shuddup, or sometimes you may just telling me about it, i am fine with it, but if you are really rude and intend to give those negative comments, please please stfu. It happened before anyw. Wtf right?
#UGLY.
Are you handsome/pretty then? What are the things that can make you look pretty- Makeups, nice clothings, hairstyles. Yup, i think this 3 are all, so if the whole world of girls put makeup, no one will be commented ugly. Right? K doesn't matters, sometimes makeup is unnecessary. Some people without makeup, seriously looks gorgeous, envy them. Much. But i didn't even rely on makeups, only sometimes, i wear them when i feel like? Because with makeup, your pictures with looks veryvery nice. But i still choose not to wear makeup often, guess why. I am so lazy to put and remove them. Whenever i am home, i still have to remove them when i am already damn tired. K plain lazyness, i guess. But ugly, if you're ugly, don't you want to be pretty? So who doesn't want to be!? Then shuddup k.
Did i mention that appearance is EVERYTHING!? I did right, the stms ones please scroll to the very top and see once again. Alright, why i say so. Imagine you wanted to go interview for jobs, i think the first thing they look for is the looks. If you're the boss, you sure look at their looks first right? And also, prettygirls can gain more respect, isn't it? Everyone want to be with them, all this all that, people bootlick them, or whatever shit they did la. Also, prettygirls can easily make friends, because they're PRETTTTY! Right? Prettygirls won. Thats the reason, looks is really important, like in r/s terms, they also go for your looks right? Girls are interested only in hunks, isn't it? When they saw hunks, see their reactions, when boys saw prettygirls, see theirs reaction. Everyone is going for looks! Am i right. I think i am right, i will nv go wrong for this. Tsk.
Thats life. So, people, stop saying i am skinny, thats what i hate and hate and hate the most. You can say i am short, i am dark, but not skinny and ugly. I will, fucking remember this and i will do something about it.


















































