Anyone feeling lonely right now? Someone here's is really sad, and just feeling lonely right now. When i saw people was doting my close friends, listening to their laughter and what am i doing is just standing aside and hear them laughing. Lets not talk about this, also, i get insulted, get scoldings, just like a abandoned kitten. Everything that i did, is the last. Then, i feel so, lost? When you're speaking, nobody listening, when she speak, people was so attentive. Is this the way i should be treated? She giving out opinion, he accepted, i giving out my* opinion, no one's listening. You wanted to make them smile, when they don't feel like, they don't even give a fuck. When you're trying your best to create a atmosphere, but no one is giving a damn. Or somehow, really feel dying inside, really hope if somebody will do the same for me, making stuffs to make you laugh. Yea, obviously not, i m kinda tired to keep people laughing, smiling yet i am so lonely at times. Just like a little kid running around other children asking can i play with them. Or rather sitting down under a big tree staring at others.
The time you get ignore, or you suddenly become invisible, no one's noticing you. The time will be the most pain, your most quiet time, even if you left, no one will realise even till the end of the day.When you want to gain just a little amount of attention from them, its really tiring, until they realised you, you're so happy. Being left out, being left alone, is really saddening, somehow all this things can get numb. You can't feel anything anymore...
L I F E
I also notice that this freaking thing happened on a lot of people out there. I went to some peoples' blog, this stuff appeared too, sigh. Sometimes, i really think that god's isn't fair , can't everyone gets a happy and a simple life?
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